Mood:Lost
Topic: Trying to get to simple happiness
S.O.C.:"Don't Push Love Away" by the Juliana Theory
Am I just too emotional or what the hell? Or am I justified in all this insanity! Lol Lisette returned to school! I properly embarassed myself by running across the grassy thingieand jumped on her (reminisent to JJ from FAKE) lol but did I care that have the student body saw me run and yell LISETTE!! Hell no I was happy to have my friend back ^-^ Anyway we might go down to Columbus this weekend!! Whoo!! It's for my dad to go hang out with his friends but I choose to look at it as a nice maybe I'll get to see the boys deal :) Probably not but...oh well I can hope right?
Let's see I am now bonded into PSO...and hopefully those people in the God damned Guidance office help Lisette and Dan out (they need transcripts and seals and they just aren't helping them!) Oh but PSA--You should take your parent with you for that NOTARIZATION stuff....what else? I don't know my brains are scrambled. My dad has been showing some signs of concern as to my health. I think the fact that I'm not really eating or sleeping to much has become apparant to him. Mind you even I don't know why I'm not eating or sleeping well--maybe it's stress or anxiety or paranoia or something like that.
Lol Maybe it's the principal! I know that sounds so stereotypical but it's truth. The woman is a nazi! She suspended Will for piercings(mind you he has many but...he's had them for a while now you know?) And just today she suspended a child for wearing Black and Red. Lol I'm sure you all want an explanation right? Okay the school really wears very few colors. Mostly Black, Blue, Red, and White. Now...she has taken that to mean that those are gang colors---I AM SO SCREWED. My wardrobe doesn't have to much beyond the realm of those colors...ALSO she tried to bust me for wearing a long sleeve t-shirt under a shortsleeve one. Okay Look...::sigh:: It may be 90* plus 100% Humdity outside!! But in here!! it's 30* okay!! I spend all day saying. J'ai froid! or Il fait froid! (I'm cold or It's cold) you see I see the French teacher a lot and she laughts because that's one of the few things I remembered from French I. I mean the Principal is over here in a cardigene and she's gripping at me for wearing a long sleeve shirt....I mean....can we find something even more trivial to bug me about? I swear man...oh and in my anger management and boredomb I did this:
To those that would silence us:
Emotion is Dead Rebellion Remix
Here’s a thought if your willing to listen I only tell the truth of the feelings I‘m given. Can you here me now? Listen. Here is our new disposition. You're about to understand. We knew you'd hate this before we wrote it. So listen up, we're telling you before you tell us. Our theory is only obvious to the skeptical, and at the bitter end. You're staring at a white page and the print is plain to see. Now turn the page and read what's written. It's our history. We're not misinformed or misdirected, functioning on your subjective. Your hatred only fuels us on. We won't be part of your revolution. So listen up, we're telling you this is our business. We're not misinformed or misdirected. We'll make our own insurrection. So keep on punishing our “wrongs”. Do you understand? The dream is over. Don't look for answers. You're better following trails. Now how about a word or two on you? You're an iron fist, unprovoked attack. We're not about to break like you do.You're staring at a black screen. Your body starts to tense. When two plus two is five or less it's time to question common sense. Silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise. Listen to the silence. Open up your eyes. Do you decide what you hear and believe? Tell me who makes your mind up for you. Do you believe what you see to be true? Can you tell me who owns the truth? Who bought the truth? What is your disposition?
If I told you this was killing us would you stop?
OH YEAH!! CLINGING TO THAT EMOTION IS DEAD CD MAN!! Lum I'm sorry for any discomfort that may have caused you I just wanted to play with the lyrics is all...::sigh:: I have to go pack clothes and...put my stuff for school in my bag and stuff...anyway yes bye
Kim
Topic: Trying to get to simple happiness
S.O.C.:"Don't Push Love Away" by the Juliana Theory
Am I just too emotional or what the hell? Or am I justified in all this insanity! Lol Lisette returned to school! I properly embarassed myself by running across the grassy thingieand jumped on her (reminisent to JJ from FAKE) lol but did I care that have the student body saw me run and yell LISETTE!! Hell no I was happy to have my friend back ^-^ Anyway we might go down to Columbus this weekend!! Whoo!! It's for my dad to go hang out with his friends but I choose to look at it as a nice maybe I'll get to see the boys deal :) Probably not but...oh well I can hope right?
Let's see I am now bonded into PSO...and hopefully those people in the God damned Guidance office help Lisette and Dan out (they need transcripts and seals and they just aren't helping them!) Oh but PSA--You should take your parent with you for that NOTARIZATION stuff....what else? I don't know my brains are scrambled. My dad has been showing some signs of concern as to my health. I think the fact that I'm not really eating or sleeping to much has become apparant to him. Mind you even I don't know why I'm not eating or sleeping well--maybe it's stress or anxiety or paranoia or something like that.
Lol Maybe it's the principal! I know that sounds so stereotypical but it's truth. The woman is a nazi! She suspended Will for piercings(mind you he has many but...he's had them for a while now you know?) And just today she suspended a child for wearing Black and Red. Lol I'm sure you all want an explanation right? Okay the school really wears very few colors. Mostly Black, Blue, Red, and White. Now...she has taken that to mean that those are gang colors---I AM SO SCREWED. My wardrobe doesn't have to much beyond the realm of those colors...ALSO she tried to bust me for wearing a long sleeve t-shirt under a shortsleeve one. Okay Look...::sigh:: It may be 90* plus 100% Humdity outside!! But in here!! it's 30* okay!! I spend all day saying. J'ai froid! or Il fait froid! (I'm cold or It's cold) you see I see the French teacher a lot and she laughts because that's one of the few things I remembered from French I. I mean the Principal is over here in a cardigene and she's gripping at me for wearing a long sleeve shirt....I mean....can we find something even more trivial to bug me about? I swear man...oh and in my anger management and boredomb I did this:
To those that would silence us:
Emotion is Dead Rebellion Remix
Here’s a thought if your willing to listen I only tell the truth of the feelings I‘m given. Can you here me now? Listen. Here is our new disposition. You're about to understand. We knew you'd hate this before we wrote it. So listen up, we're telling you before you tell us. Our theory is only obvious to the skeptical, and at the bitter end. You're staring at a white page and the print is plain to see. Now turn the page and read what's written. It's our history. We're not misinformed or misdirected, functioning on your subjective. Your hatred only fuels us on. We won't be part of your revolution. So listen up, we're telling you this is our business. We're not misinformed or misdirected. We'll make our own insurrection. So keep on punishing our “wrongs”. Do you understand? The dream is over. Don't look for answers. You're better following trails. Now how about a word or two on you? You're an iron fist, unprovoked attack. We're not about to break like you do.You're staring at a black screen. Your body starts to tense. When two plus two is five or less it's time to question common sense. Silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise. Listen to the silence. Open up your eyes. Do you decide what you hear and believe? Tell me who makes your mind up for you. Do you believe what you see to be true? Can you tell me who owns the truth? Who bought the truth? What is your disposition?
If I told you this was killing us would you stop?
OH YEAH!! CLINGING TO THAT EMOTION IS DEAD CD MAN!! Lum I'm sorry for any discomfort that may have caused you I just wanted to play with the lyrics is all...::sigh:: I have to go pack clothes and...put my stuff for school in my bag and stuff...anyway yes bye
Kim
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